Hello again. Im back!
Wow! How long has it been tumblr?! A good months and then some! All I can say is I have grown! my my my have I grown! In this distant time I have stop chasing love, ran from love, and now Im ready to call a truce. Love is like happiness there are two polarities to each concept. To feel one you must have felt the other. I know it’s a constant cycle i will go through during my whole life. It can’t be avoided or controlled. You are better off letting it exist as it should. So i am. Im letting it exist all around me in all its shapes and forms. So far i am content. I have no interest in defining hapiness or love. I am just aware of it.
“We wont attain peace until we rid our fears of freedom. We associate restriction with order and freedom with chaos” - Alyssa
I have applied this to my outlook on relationships. I hope you can too. “Make love not war!” You shouldnt want or need a person that’s selfish! You should appreciate them and the times you share together and respect their independence and let them have their OWN LIFE.
hello my friend, I see ur back again
How long has it been, shall we get into it again?
Excuse, our disgrace we’ve had no time to paint the place
The dog is always barking at the mailman
I won’t waste your time with my revelation
Hello my friend, I see you’re back again
Hello mystery, don’t bother to explain
How bout maybe, its all been in my head
Hey world I’m tired of this black & blue, black & blue
My dear, come again, your voice is fading out and in
Out of the laundry bin, I found my innocence again
The dog is always barking at the mainman
I won’t waste your time with my revelation
Hello my friend, I see you’re back again
Hello mystery, don’t bother to explain
How bout maybe, its all been in my head
Hey world I’m tired of this black & blue, black & blue
Hello my friend, I see you’re back again
Hello mystery, don’t bother to explain
How bout maybe, its all been in my head
Hey world I’m tired of this black & blue, black & blue
You can’t change time but you sure as hell can change your mind
Reflection is a BITCH! You know you have too much time on your hands when you have time to live in the past. Lately thats ALL Ive been doing. Thinking….and let me tell you thinking is my worst enemy. To like in the moment you CANT think. well im thinking. Thinking of how your NOT MINE and someone elses. boooooo. U suck. Im jealous because I was under the impression, you were going to be there when I was ready.
Have you ever been in that “fork in the road”? well I went the wrong way. When i finally realized I had been led on the wrong path I began to retrace my steps only to find out the other road was closed! Now im left with one option. That option doesn’t include you. I can either continue the other path hoping to find a similar route or wait here back at the “gate” when once u led me. How will i be sure it will open again? How will I be sure there will be an alternate route on the road ahead. HOW WILL I BE SURE?
Well you cant change time. but i certainly have changed my mind. Too late? maybe…but ill wait in hopes that “gate” will open again.
ps this is NOT about “holes” its about YOU. you know who you are.
